=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= = F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. = =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= Torn and Damned ---------------- Am I damned to be known by my handle forever? Too scared to share my real identity to a couple of my online friends because I am frightened at what would happen if I ever lost them as friends. Old friends come and go and their email addresses seem to never stay the same throughout their time... Friends that fire suddenly turn into Friendly fire as each one point the finger at the other trying to discredit each and every one of them because they don't fit a certain type. What type am I? I am a hacker and this is my manifesto?? You say those words with pride but, have no idea what those words mean or how they affect you. You tell me you are a hacker yet you want me to show you how to logon to your shell account? I'm pointing my finger at you to discredit you and you point your finger at me because you think I am too good to show you how to do something when I worked so hard to learn it on my own. You subscribe to 5,432 mailing lists to ask one question.. 'How do I hack?' I tell you to find materials in books, online, etc..etc.. and all you can do is kick and yell because I cant tell you a specific answer! You say you had a hard life and you turned to your computer for solitude and pleasure and I tell you that you turn to your computer because your television no longer keeps you occupied. Factory kicks out new and improved hackers and throws away old. Is new always better? What about the old vintaged ones? Why do we join hacking groups if we don't do anything but have our names up on webpages? What is my purpose for being here if i'm just taking up space? MOVE OVER i'm coming in... there goes another hacker out of the scene he becomes allied with the other side... a hacker catching a hacker? WHO THE HELL IS THIS GUY? That is the first question you get when you come onto the scene and it wont be the last time you hear those words! I hate you, you hate me and the chain goes on and on... Who the fuck are my real friends online... do I have any friends in real life or do they all exist on my computer screen? I live on my computer day in and day out and what do you do? You sit on the couch for 13 hours watching old re-runs of Beavis and Butthead and have the nerve to come onto IRC and ask me question and you demand answers! You fuckin' sit around your cozy Christmas tree on Christmas eve while I buried my dead father. But hey, was he ever there? I, me, myself.. that's all you ever think about! Yes, I drink beer to take the pain away.. I often think of my father and what he has done and what I could have done... I think about myself and when it will be time for me to be raided and sent to jail for the things that I have done... all the things that I have done! I will probably die at a young age maybe by cancer or by the hands of the bottle, that liquid substance that allows me to escape my own personal torment and the grip that my father has on me even as a corpse. I still have not visited his grave because of the emotions that may be brought up..... I sit here hacking on my computer night after night as the dark circles seem to multiply like rings on a tree, but for what? What is it that I am seeking and why do you follow...? Why does only my handle exist and not my true identity or is my true identity my handle? Oh father, can you answer me??? -Modify January 20th, 1998 mdy@sekurity.org =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= = Questions, Comments, Bitches, Ideas, Rants, Death Threats, Submissions = = Mail: jericho@dimensional.com (Mail is welcomed) = =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= = To receive new issues through mail, mail jericho@dimensional.com with = = "subscribe fuck". If you do not have FTP access and would like back = = issues, send a list of any missing issues and they will be mailed. = =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= = AnonFTP FTP.DIMENSIONAL.COM/users/jericho/FUCK = = FTP.SEKURITY.ORG/pub/zines/fucked.up.college.kids = = FTP.GIGA.OR.AT/pub/hackers/zines/FUCK = = FTP.ETEXT.ORG/pub/Zines/FUCK = = WWW http://www.dimensional.com/~jericho = = http://www.reps.net/~krypt/fuck.html = = http://www.simunye.com/fuck = = http://www.dis.org/se7en/fuck = =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= = (c) Copyright. All files copyright by the original author. = =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=